suicide

I sit all alone in my room, Thinking of ending my life soon. You make this seem like its no big deal, But you dont know how I feel. I'm writing this poem to let you know, Why I had to let this go. You dont understand all the pain I face, It's always there I cant erase! You tell me you love me, But I know it's not true. so please prove to me , If you really do. I cant take it anymore ive had enough, all the Pains just got too rough. still all alone wishing I was dead, while suicide thoughts runs through my head, I went to the other room and grabbed the gun, I guess this is how my life will be done. I pulled the trigger and with a suprise, There wasn't a single bullet inside. I guess thats a sign that it's not my time, to put myself through such a crime. I guess in this life i'll be alright, I throw down the gun and turn out the light...