It's Crazy

it’s crazy. how much one person can change you’re life. how someone can walk in & change your whole world. . . .or fuck it up completely. how someone can make you forget all your troubles, can create a light at the end of that dark tunnel that you’ve been living in, can be with you for so long, can live by your side, can learn with you, can ’love’ you, & then can suddenly disappear, suddenly walk right out of your life, without a glance back. how someone can know you’re still around, & know that you miss them, & not care. it’s crazy. how you have no control. how whether you want to feel this way or not, you can’t help it. how you can’t forget it. how you become so scared, of what you used to live for. how you try and adapt. and fail. it’s crazy. how much someone can cry. & it’s insane. how no one even knows.